you hurt me

You hurt me

On our on and off relationships

You take me for a fool

You throw me out when you are fulfilled

You let me out on the street

The tabloids have a field day

Talking about me

It hurts me badly

Maybe I was a fool

Thinking I could bag you in

I stayed on and off

You could only call me

And I came running

Knocking at your doors

But our relationships were rocky

You didn't want to settle down

I am 30 years old woman

You are a 53 years old man

I knew I had the time

But you couldn't care about it

So you dumped me again

Last Thursday you told me to go

I couldn't take it anymore

I took my own life to end the misery

Now I am on obituary page

A lover who got lost and used

Leaving behind the pain and misery

It was better I went this way

You hurt me

On our on and off relationships

You take me for a fool

Maybe I am