nothing to do 2

Everybody is struggling to earn a living. Day in day out, wake up early morning returning late at night just to earn a living to survive. Look at their faces. Frowned, tired, depressed, lack of social needs....no wonder every one has no living soul. They just go out to kick some asses in the offices or trade missions or meetings in whatever forms. What happen to dreams and ideals? Some how I feel it has gone out of the mind. "We want to find enough to eat and pay for houses, for cars, for holidays, for medical expenses, for career advancement, for corruption to progress etc When arriving each day at home there is really no life to play. Children increase the working load more stressful feeling in the head. Some say this is life; it doesnt come cheap with freebies. It has to earn to get the 'warm good feeling' which I think it is unlikely will happen to majority of them.

I am earning nothing just enjoying my freedom for a change. I feel so good up in my head. I dont have to get up early morning nowadays. Last time I used to get early, go to work early too. In fact work always finished late in the night. So now I have my own pocket money to do what I please. Every day looking at the 2nd house and thinking what to put in or change the outlook. This helps me to energize my lazy mind for awhile. Next year I have another one to look at...this one is not that important as the first and second homes. It is more like a holiday retreat surrounding by natural landscape, lakes and perhaps when it is fully completed a nice cozy town.

So now I dont have to run with the pack. I lepak myself and as usual my favourite dwindling is writing poems. I never see how the time passes by. It is the feeling that I have written something for history. Perhaps my own history in poetry. Who knows the poems may become famous? I can't see far ahead. Only know I have used my time the way I think I should spend it