like a rerun show

The back pain returns
It seems like a rerun show
Doing gardening in the morning
Wham! The pain hit me hard

The movement can't
I stand there holding my breath
The whole body system stops
The slow steps to enter the house

The whole day feeling the pain
Applying oil hopefully to ease it off
The back pain reruns
I am so careful yet I am done

Walking so slow
Acting of old when it is not yet come
I guess I am learning how disability sucks
In a life of any person

The back pain returns
It seems like a rerun show
Taking my breath holding the pain
Even now I can't move freely